A Meal of Manners rosemaryfrances,org
At the end of my marriage, four
children stood in a wreath,
a canopy drawn over a grave,
the hills rolling a green shell.
The afternoon shadows climbed
the latticework with fair decision,
and I trudged in holocaust
and tumbleweeds on the ground.
A shallow grave exposes
the blight, the wind of wax
and candle glow in a meal
and manners spread for all.
A scarf hangs loosely on the line,
once stiff with errant grief,
it spiders from the folds,
gloves worn linen white.
In one turn of the clock, the hands
part in the way a key
catches in the lock, and a house
trims Christmas inside.
I sleep beneath the shallows
where memory ripples-
where daffodils rise in stands,
and early balsam bursts.
and early balsam bursts.
Let Your Horses Run Away
Sunday mornings, my mother
clattered in the kitchen, the scent
of blueberry pancakes and sausages
bubbling the stairs and I played
“button-button” with my father
in a tent pitched with bedcovers.
Buttons not on shirts or sweaters
but my chest, belly, and legs.
clattered in the kitchen, the scent
of blueberry pancakes and sausages
bubbling the stairs and I played
“button-button” with my father
in a tent pitched with bedcovers.
Buttons not on shirts or sweaters
but my chest, belly, and legs.
My father would say it’s smaller
than a Buffalo nickel and I would guess
at it. The Sunday before Easter
he slipped one inside another,
and the room grew dark
like the sacks of grain slumped
behind the barn when I had gone
to the farm for raw milk and eggs.
behind the barn when I had gone
to the farm for raw milk and eggs.
I heard my mother calling,
so I turned with the foal in my arms
and spread her on the dirt and hay.
She whinnied and I stroked her back,
her wobbly legs. I don’t know
how long we lay in the dark
her eyes closed to the glow
so I turned with the foal in my arms
and spread her on the dirt and hay.
She whinnied and I stroked her back,
her wobbly legs. I don’t know
how long we lay in the dark
her eyes closed to the glow
of lamplight, the sun piercing her
and me, listening to the hardwood
down the hall propped-up
and dog-eared. Perhaps
pom-pom-pull-away
and me, listening to the hardwood
down the hall propped-up
and dog-eared. Perhaps
pom-pom-pull-away
smuggles discarded
ice skates, horses, giggles. I’ve forgotten.
ice skates, horses, giggles. I’ve forgotten.